|Self-Portrait (pretending to be a writer) Jerry the Bird, 1975.|
There was a fuss with you and I
crazy things happened
crazy scenes and a desperate love (one-way)
and you didn't want to deal with things too deeply
You left so fast and left no trace, just an empty apartment next to mine.
I can't blame you,
but you'll understand if I take your decision to disappear in so dramatic a fashion personally.
All the same, I wish I could write you letters and tell you about how I love who you are.
If I heard from you again or never did, I could write you letters to sing your praises.
Of course I understand not wanting those letters. Forget things, leave it behind.
But wouldn't it be nice to get love letters every once in a while that asked no obligation?
I've got nowhere to send those letters, so they don't get written. Instead it's the bad poems that get sent out in search of your eyes, one thousand issues of a very little magazine into the two hundred and fifty million of us in America.
The love comes out one way or another, looking for you.
Jerry the Bird, 1977.